Well, I dropped Will off for his first day of “school.” As soon as I set him down, he started SCREAMING. One of the teachers got out some balls and that got him away from me for a minute, then he came back in for a snuggle. Eventually I had to leave and Miss Geneva picked up while he screamed and watched as Mommy left the room. It took all I had not to cry there, but as soon as I got out to the car… TEARS! I was surprised! I’ve left him at the gym daycare before with no problem, but I think there I knew they would call me in 15 minutes to come and get him. Today I just kept thinking “He’s gonna be there for 6 hours thinking that I just left him!” However, I know he’ll get used to it (and so will I) and come to love going there. And that’s exactly why we’re taking him. He needs time away from Mommy and needs to learn how to play with other kids and be his own person. My little man!! It’s only been an hour and a half and I miss him already!!
So what am I doing with myself?!? Well, coming back from the bug or whatever I had this past week, I’m going to try and relax a bit. I thought about the gym and the thought alone made me want to throw up. So I think I’ll clean a little, do some work, and maybe even take a nap. Now that doesn’t sound so bad!
